Tuesday, March 09, 2004

I thought that everyone was better then this!


Why the hell is everyone trippin? Supposedly...as the site says...WE are supposed to be the QUEENS! Together! What good is anything if we ain't together? And I don't know where the HELL this drama is coming from! Personally....right now, I am going to share how I feel about the situation. WHY THE HELL IS THERE A SITUATION? I thought everything was cool....My heart is really heavy. I don't understand why I feel that people are mad at me. I personally think that I haven't done anything wrong. As far as I knew...when we left for break we were close to fine. I mean...I know that I was still sad that Keris wasn't going. And I feel that I have EVERY right to be sad whenever I choose. But...that doesn't mean that I didn't hope she had a good trip. I left her a note and I wanted to give her a hug before she left. People act like I wasn't going to miss her. HELL YEA I MISSED KERIS. She is my homie. I Fucking love that girl. So why the hell is people mad. I am kinda upset that Dezz and Keris came back from vacation acting like they don't know me. And then...we talk about how when we are mad we will go and talk to the person or whatever...but yet I don't see that happening. So...as far as i am concerned everyone is all talk but no walk. WHY? Why are we acting this way. It really makes me mad. No...MAD isn't the right word. It makes my soul sad. Why? I thought that we were good friends. I feel that I haven't done a damn thing to be hurt like this. Friends don't treat friends like shit...even if they are fighting. Common respect. We really need to do something.

I really love you guys.
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Faithful are the wounds of a friend; but the kisses of an enemy are deceitful
-- Aesop (620-560 BC), Greek fabulist

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"We call that person who has lost his father, an orphan; and a widower that man who has lost his wife. But that man who has known the immense unhappiness of losing a friend, by what name do we call him? Here every language is silent and holds its peace in impotence."
-Joseph Roux

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If we listened to our intellect, we'd never have a love affair. We'd never have a friendship. We'd never go into business, because we'd be cynical. Well, that's nonsense. You've got to jump off cliffs all the time and build your wings on the way down.
Ray Bradbury (1920 - ____) US science-fiction writer
In The Ultimate Success Quotations Library, 1997.

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